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I may have failed but I have loved you from the start.
It was October 8 2011 when the conversation of ours on Facebook started. You said “hi” and I responded “hello”. You told me I’m funny and that I made you laugh so hard and what you said melted my heart.
I never thought that that conversation will change my life as it is, that I would have these such strong feelings for you. And it was the best thing that EVER happened to me.
December 21, 2011, we had our very first date: a movie date. Yayyyy! It was my first time holding hands with the opposite sex, and I feel so blessed those were yours. It was a feeling of happiness and fulfillment that there is someone who is ready to hold on me no matter what.
And as the year 2012 started, I began to love you and felt like I can’t go a day without you in every day of my life. It feels as if you are a part of me and without you, I’m incomplete.
February 14, 2012. You gave me a red rose as your friends push you unto me. Though not obvious, I can’t help but smile that time. It felt like it was my first time receiving a rose, even though it’s not. Because with you, everything seems so special, special like they’re my first time.
March 21, 2012. It was a night to remember. You were my partner in the entrance of the Junior-Senior Promenade. You held my hand as we walk down the red carpet and I was speechless at that moment. My heart was smiling. And when you asked me to have a dance with you, I was really happy because I thought you won’t. And as we dance, I felt how much we’re in love. I want to hug you that time because my heart’s gonna explode. I was called by my classmates because it was our section’s picture taking. I felt a little embarrassed but it’s okay. It’s just that when I’m with you, I don’t see anyone else but you. My attention is all yours, like my love for you.
The whole year of 2012, was full of our memories, they may be happy or sad. Either way, I want to experience more of it, only with you. I remembered our first kiss, it was at SM Batangas when we’re supposed to watch JOS but there was a problem. I’m sorry I forgot the date, when all our dates are noted on my cellphone. They’re lost. But, I don’t care, ‘cause I can make new memories with you. And they’ll all be the happy ones, and they’re full of love.
My favorite date with you was the most recent one, last January 5, 2013, Saturday. We went to SM together, watched One More Try, ate at Citimart Greenwich and send me home(not really). I had lots of laughs then ‘cause you never fail to make me laugh and smile. You always give me chills whenever you tell me the words ‘I love you’ and kiss me. You are my strength when I feel like everyone’s leaving. You are my reason to live for each day. And, you are my dream. I want to be your forever. I really can’t wait for the day that I get married. I will finally be able to spend the rest of my life with you, the man of my dreams, the love of my life. We’ll be happy. We’ll have a fun, playful marriage. We’ll raise our beautiful children, we’ll teach them right. We will always be there for our kids, whenever they need us, we will be there. When summer comes, we’ll go on family vacations. We’ll watch our kids grow up into fine adults and when they leave to start their own lives, it’ll just be me and you. We’ll spend the rest of our days living happily together, doing things we’ve always wanted to do. Things like traveling the world, going on a cruise, and anything else we can think of. Finally, when we grow old, we’ll reminisce about our lives. We’ll talk about how we first met and all the crazy things we used to do while young. Then when it’s our time to leave this world, the love you and me shared will never fade cause a love like that—true love never fades.
But last January 12, 2013, Saturday, I texted you that I give up. Look, it’s all my fault that it has to end like that. I’m sorry. I felt so tired of understanding you and admitting that every time we fight, it’s always my fault. You never heard my side because I was always afraid to tell you. I was just scared that the fight will get worse when I tell you my side and don’t understand it. That’s why, I always keep silent and admit it was my fault. And that’s why I got tired. I am really sorry. Sorry because I gave up on you, because I broke my promise to be with you forever, because I pushed you away from me, because I destroyed our dream to have our own family and live happily, and because I’m worthless. I regret that I gave up on you, because you’re everything that I wanted. And I can’t see you be with someone else. But somehow, I can be a little happy.. Not for me, but for you. Because when the time comes that you’ve finally moved on and forget about me, you’ll be happy with the right girl for you. She will make you happy and won’t do the things that I do, like hurting you. And she won’t leave you, because she loves you so much.. And then, you’ll be happy. I’ll be happy too. Because your happiness is mine. Your happiness is more important to me than mine. And I will give it to you, even it feels like hell to me. I’m sorry you have to meet someone like me, who just broke your heart.
I love you so much Christian Santos Panaligan, forever and ever. I may have failed you but I have loved you from the start. Be happy, and that’s all that really matters to me. You will always be my beb, my baby, my babylove, my babe, my prince, my strength, my husband and my everything. ♥
Love, Almira Diosa de Castro
Before and After
THINGS THAT A PERFECT GUY BEST FRIEND WOULD DO…
AS YOU READ THIS, PLEASE BE OPEN-MINDED.
I do not claim that everyone SHOULD read this because these are all my opinions on what’s going on. So here are some of my point of views:
And now, fans are feeling down because JuliElmo reached their end. I just don’t think it’s the production or the network to blame. But the actions everyone did. For me, this can somehow taught everyone a lesson and this could be favorable for the two. That’s all. I may have offended some of you, but it’s just my opinion. Please be open-minded. Thank you.
Say “hi” to my pink lips yay
First ever. Imma fail. :(